i might not say too much in this video but the overall emotion im feeling the whole time is anger. i might not want to say this but im losing this fight against fat. tomorrow is a new day though and im ready to punish myself with 200 crunches before bed.
i just wieghed myself before bed and i jumped up to 134. im guessing its from alot of the water im holding in from the huge food intake i had today but it only motivates me to keep my cal intake at 200 tomorrow. im thinking about investing in some laxatives for days like these.
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